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Life.
Life has been pretty bad for me the past 3 months especially.. I’ve been to jail twice and currently could be going to jail for a year, which is completely terrifying cause I’ve never been one to be in any kind of trouble. The only person who hasn’t turned their back on me is my boyfriend, Marquise. I honestly don’t know what I would do without him, I probably wouldn’t have the will to wake up every day but he is just so loving and caring. We’ll be together for a year next month, no matter what I do he thinks I’m perfect and I don’t see myself the way he sees me at all. He’s been there for me without question since day 1, we’ve had our rough patches but I wouldn’t trade it for anything. I have never been more in love with someone and I know he’s the man I will spend the rest of my life with 100%. The person who I thought was my best friend has been going behind my back and telling absolute lies to my mom about me but my mom believes her over me so we pretty much have no relationship at all anymore. Very few people know what’s happened the past couple months because I’m so ashamed and don’t want anyone to think differently of me. It’s a lot to handle on my own but I put myself in this predicament so I can’t blame anyone else but myself. I always said I would never do anything to get arrested, I didn’t want to be that kind of person and I’ve been in jail twice the past 3 months.. I’m disappointed in myself but I’m 22, still young enough to learn from my mistakes and make sure it never happens again. Just needed to get some things off my chest. <3
"You’re the most beautiful person I’ve ever seen. I used to wonder what it would be like if someone like you looked my way. Then you did. And you didn’t stop. And I ruined everything. I don’t feel like the same person you love or loved. I don’t understand why you had to love me in the first place. We wouldn’t be here if you didn’t. I would still have my best friend and we’d still laugh and talk together. And I’d still feel special because you confided in me and no one else. I wouldn’t have to compare everyone to you and come to the simple conclusion that I’m never going to find anyone that fits me like you do. I wouldn’t have to face losing you, everything, over and over again, every single day. I wouldn’t feel spent and anchored and useless and washed up. And I wouldn’t be sitting here in a colourless dream, waiting for you to come and wake me up."
Ellen - “Misadventures of a Teenage Renegade” (via nanalew)
Jack: What are you doing?
Eric: Loving you with my eyes.
Jack: Please don’t.
The rest of the seasons of BMW really need to come out on DVD so I can buy them.
(via brokenmachine, littlemiss)
(via magneticbaby, magicmysterybox)
(via quote-book)
